April 2011
Hello
It’s like I know I’m not wanted. I know the reason why. You like someone and it disturbs your following actions. It forces you to messes with the people who are part of the situation. It’s like I ruined it all.
Why?
It’s really because I’m still new to this. I do one thing, it fails. Then I try to total opposite and it fails also. So what the hell do I do?
Here...
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Either:
Get another job.
Or ask my boss to give me 30 hours each week which means I get $1920 per month. $1000 of that would be saved per moonth.
Maybe I should just go into work and do that.
To T2/JB Hi-Fi/Dangerfield
One of you companies should accept me as an employee.
JUST DO IT!
DO IT!
Money Talks
$1875 = Cost of Reach-Out Program
$1525 = After I pay the first installment to secure my offer
$800 = Amount I will earn per month from Max Brenners
$200 = Amount put into savings per month
$800 = Amount I will save per month should I earn another job
$1500 = Money recieved from tax
$1600 = Amount that should be saved until December to pay off for the Reach Out Volunteer program
$369 =...
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Asian/20/Bi/Arts Student/Middle-Class/First Gen...
What stereotypes do you gather from that?
I’m only hoping that I’m testing them. There’s some pleasure I derive from that. Weird I know.
Yes, I have an Asian group of friends but most people agree I’m “whitewashed”. Twenty years old and most of my friends are not my age necessarily. Bi and mostly friends with straight guys and lesbian and bi chicks, with the...
21 Years Old
When I was two I remember looking up at the wind chimes beside my garages and being completely perplexed. That same year I s pronounced medically dead during my first asthma attack. I don’t remember it though but ever since I was always the sick child.
I remember when I was six, and I told someone off and joked. Social boundary no-no. They came up to me and threatened me. I always...
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Collarbones Freak Me Out
I really don’t know why. They just do.
LEAVE ME ALONE!
One of my Father's Friends Just Died
He got hit by a motorbike in Cambodia.
He was one of the few people left who had any sense of generousity even with being one of the richest people in Cambodia.
I guess it’s true, it’s the nice ones who die first. Unfair.
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“I know that I’ve been mad in love before
And how it could be with you?”
– Massive Attack - ‘Unfinished Sympathy’
It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an...
keepmysoulmyheadsnotcomingback:
i read that on a post that came up on my dash.
apparently it only takes an hour for you to like someone.
i never realised it was that simple, maybe i have actually liked someone before.
even though i can’t remember it right now.
If that’s the case I’m probably in love. It makes me wonder how many times I’ve been in love. Then again, measured...
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Male Attraction
I remember as a kid never noticing my attraction to men. It was always there with females too though. But society accepts that, so it was natural for me to relate to that and notice it. I guess with boys on the other hand, it just flew pass even in the most obvious of scenarios.
I’ve recalled it a billion times. I’ll say it again. I just remember Grade 6, the feeling being around...
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This Thing We Have Found...
Must stop. Just stop before we run into another brick wall.
I need to stop looking for the “signs” that he could be gay or bisexual. Eg. His voice which sounds like a little boy, his feminine gestures, his comments towards me, etc, etc, etc. Must stop focusing on that. I’m only going to get hurt believing in things without any substance. Must focus on what I have and know is...
